sorry that i haven't been on lately, i was quiet busy from 3rd quarter and all, constantly working over break, now i'll update (whoever is reading) what's been going on those days.
1st of all hmmm, where should i start....
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we can start with this guy.
he asks me out and then about 2 hours later he breaks up with me......
i was pretty upset, but i can't tell him that, so i just walked away.
i got home, he calls me.
he asks me out again, but breaks up with me after 30 min or so,
but that one didn't hurt as much.
i mean he was confused if he wanted a relationship with me or he wanted to be friend.
i didn't want to influence his answer, so i asked him which one was more important.
but he shouldn't cry about breaking one's heart. it's ok, i mean i understand that he still needs a little more time to leave behind his past, but he'll be ok.
i think he may still like his ex, so i'll just live on with my life.
let's see, what else happened?
oh prom, it was good, i'll post the picture up later.
my birthday wasn't good, everyone like forgot it, only like 2 people remembered.cause i reminded them the day before......
ok well i must go now so i'll post again soon.

why do guys surpress their feelings?
would it not be easier to open up and lean on someone you trust?
sigh
i wish he would just open up to me T_T